Im starting to grow tired of this. Why do I stick around with someone who doesn`t love me back. I`m tired of getting treated like shit, I am putting so much effort into this and he can`t even give a little bit in return. I deserve so much better. I want to let him go, but I know i`ll miss him. I don`t know what to do. I can`t take much of this any longer, im dying. I can`t remember the last time I was truly happy with life. I could go on, but I should get some sleep.

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